Question : I don’t want to feel this way. I suffer from Borderline personality disorder.?
I took or “tried” to take a trip to Denver this summer b/c I wanted to get away #1 & #2 I want to move out of Houston AND TX. TO make a long story short I got sick to my stomach after being there for two hours & ended being sick and recuperating for the entire 5 days. @ 1 point I probablt should have gone to a hospital & i could have gotten better faster but I was scared & in a strange city. Now I’m back home crying my eyes out b/c I didn’t get to do anything I planned. I won’t get a chance to go until NEXT fall. I feel like my whole life is over. I wanted to kill myself b4 but I REALLY do now.

Meds don’t, help, Dr’s don’t help. I’m unempployed with no health insurance. I feel so screwed!
Even the damn Dr’s & therapists don’t know wtf to do with me anymore.
I know ALL about DBT & I have two words : NO INSURANCE/MONEY! So I’m screwed!
I live in TX & their mental health care system sucks. i am having to go thru something similar to social services 7 it totally sucks. I’d rather die than be stuck in county hospital (AGAIN). Why do the poor mentally ill have to suffer when the rich ones cna have all the drugs they want? It’s NOT fair!
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Best answer:

Answer by Friggen
see a psyciatrist. (I know I spelled that wrong!)